This section presents key emergent themes from in-depth interviews with veterinarians who participate in euthanasia for street dogs as well as companion dogs in Istanbul. Using reflexive thematic analysis as a base framework, findings show how participants expressed their ethical justification, emotional work, and professional behavior toward euthanasia under different relational and organizational contexts. The viewpoints expressed by veterinarians for their role duties and professional responsibilities showed considerable variety based on whether the canine was a street dog or a household pet, whether a human guardian was present, and on systemic considerations relevant to a given circumstance. Rather than taking clear stands on whether euthanasia was justified, most respondents expressed nuanced, context-specific, and often mutually incompatible thinking about care, harm, need, and moral action.
The following thematic analysis is organized to illuminate key aspects of this emotional and ethical landscape, including the tension between professional beliefs and institutional constraint, ethical considerations related to long-term exposure to death, and a collective desire for professional environments that move toward more ethically aware and psychologically sustainable directions.
The respondents expressed a varied range of opinions about how their experiences with euthanasia affected their thinking with respect to veterinary practice, emotional health, and moral dilemmas (Mullan, 2012). Within reflexive thematic analysis according to Braun and Clarke (2006, 2019, 2022), it is critical to note that themes cannot simply be seen as simple reflections or questionnaire items’ labels. In fact, they represent analysis products—created via an interpretation encounter with data, not simply a mirror of subjects or topics under research. Themes should represent patterns of meaning across a data set and grant a level of interpretation understanding about research questions, rather than simply listing replies.
3.1. Emergent Themes
The six themes presented below are characteristic of these iterative and interpretive processes and therefore constitute a cumulative structure of knowledge of veterinarians’ experiences, reasoning, and affective responses to euthanasia. Instead of analyzing themes as fixed categories, the analysis operates with them as fluid constellations of meaning—a fluid interplay between clinical judgment, moral deliberation, institutional constraint, and affective response. All of the themes identify a specific, but complementary, aspect of the moral terrain encountered by veterinarians in practicing with companion and street dogs at the dying stage.
Theme 1, Shouldering the Burden — Euthanasia as a Moral Responsibility in Veterinary Practice, explores how veterinarians internalize euthanasia not merely as a medical procedure but as a morally weighty act that profoundly shapes their professional identity and emotional world. Theme 2, Ethical Strain and the Emotional Costs of Adverse Euthanasia, traces how moral distress emerges when euthanasia is mandated by systemic pressures rather than clinical judgment, highlighting the emotional exhaustion, ethical ambiguity, and quiet forms of resistance that result. Theme 3, Relational Context and the Ethics of Euthanasia Decision-Making, examines how the presence or absence of a responsible human counterpart—be it an owner or informal guardian—shapes ethical reasoning, decision-making processes, and the distribution of emotional responsibility. Theme 4, The Unequal Burden of Street Dog Euthanasia, focuses on the particular moral solitude veterinarians experience when euthanizing street dogs, underscoring how the absence of relational support transforms these decisions into ethically fraught and emotionally isolating acts. Theme 5, Bearing Witness — Emotional Labor and Relational Strain in End-of-Life Encounters, reveals how veterinarians engage with and absorb the grief of those who care for dogs—whether owners or street dog guardians—highlighting the empathic labor involved in mediating human–animal loss. Finally, Theme 6, Making Time for Dignity of Death for Dogs — Veterinarians’ Expectations for Euthanasia Practice, brings forward practitioners’ visions for more humane, dignified, and reflective euthanasia practices, including small rituals, pauses, and affective gestures that assert care even in the face of institutional limitations. Together, these themes offer a complex, nuanced, and relationally situated account of veterinary euthanasia as practiced and experienced in the emotionally and ethically charged landscape of Istanbul.
The first theme arose out of the personal and professional investment in performing euthanasia as articulated in participants’ accounts. The accounts show a glimpse of the way in which veterinarians internalize, legitimate, and emotionally appropriate the work of ending animal life—alone, and always with consequence. For most, euthanasia is not so much a medical action; it is a highly affective and morally significant action that pervades their whole relation to veterinary medicine.
For coding of these accounts, NVivo 12 Plus was employed in a two-step process to code interviews. In the initial cycle, line-by-line in vivo and descriptive coding were utilized to maintain affectively rich phrases like “it stays with me,” “the hardest part of my job,” or “I carry their death with me.” These initial codes fell around veterinarians’ accounts of emotional effect, ethical duty, and building professional identity. In the second cycle, pattern coding grouped repeated themes of normalization of homicide, emotional exhaustion, and setting up moral boundaries into wider conceptual categories of “emotional imprint,” “protective ethics,” and “professional dissonance.”
Most of the respondents characterized euthanasia as an inevitable aspect of the work—but not one that they ever reconciled themselves to. Many discussed it as a sort of ethical burden that had become second nature but was still troubling on an emotional level. One veterinarian explained the additive development of emotional baggage:
“Sometimes you forget the dogs, but sometimes you don’t. It’s not just death—it’s that you made the decision. That’s what stays with me” (VET12, female, self-employed, 11 years of experience).
Other veterinarians stressed that their euthanasia threshold altered over time—frequently becoming more emotionally guarded than calloused. One interviewee said: “I thought I’d got used to it. But I haven’t. In fact, I’ve got to be more careful. I take longer, I ask more. That weight hasn’t gone away—it’s just less obvious.” (VET06, male, municipal shelter, 9 years of experience)
Most felt a strong moral obligation, particularly when euthanasia was requested for dubious reasons—convenience, behavioral issues, or cost. They would then usually decline the request and take responsibility themselves for the animal’s care. In the words of one vet:
“I am not able to put down a dog simply because the owner no longer wants it. If it is curable or the animal is just old, I take them in and complete their treatment at my clinic.” (VET12, female, employed, 11 years of experience)
These accounts reflect what has been widely recognized in the literature as moral distress—a psychological state that arises when veterinarians are compelled to act against their ethical convictions due to institutional or contextual constraints (Tran et al., 2014; Mullan et al., 2012) Some practitioners described various coping mechanisms for navigating this ethical tension, including internal rationalization, passive resistance, or subtle forms of refusal—such as delaying procedures, proposing alternative treatments, or quietly withholding immediate compliance.
For many veterinarians, in companion dog euthanasia, the process was more apt to include collaborative decision-making, with veterinarians consulting with the local caregivers or guardians of the dog, considering palliative approaches, and monitoring emotional preparedness closely. Such cases were more likely to be categorized as “relational euthanasia” and “painstaking pacing.” As one vet described: “Sometimes the dog is ready to go. But the owner is not. Then, I slow everything down—explain more, sit with them, give them time. I think that helps both the dog and the person who sees the dog as family member” (VET04, female, self-employed, 14.4 years of experience)
In contrast, the euthanasia of street dogs was consistently portrayed as a solitary decision, carried out in the absence of relational dialogue or caregiver involvement. These situations were marked by a profound sense of emotional solitude, often permeated by moral anguish, internal conflict, and lingering guilt. The distinction between euthanasia as a shared, deliberative process and as an isolated professional obligation became a central framework through which veterinarians made sense of its ethical and emotional weight. As one veterinarian articulated:
“When you’re on your own, you’re the only one who’s going to be making decisions. That sort of responsibility. It isn’t the same. It’s more… more responsibility… because there is no one else taking responsibility.” (VET10, female, working, 3.5 years of experience)
This theme also highlights the contention that euthanasia is greater than a medical endpoint, too, but a battleground of ethical nuance where care, control, bereavement, and responsibility converge. It also illustrates how vets—far from being callous—are operating this ground with tremendous sensitivity, frequently at a personal expense. Not surprisingly, a participant encapsulated thus:
“Euthanasia isn’t something you get used to. You just carry it differently… Every time, a different dog, different situation… I remember every euthanasia I had to make… All those last moments, I keep thinking…” (VET21, female, employed, 4 years of experience)
This theme asks how the moral and emotional cost of euthanasia doing—especially when motivated by structural demands instead of clinical requirements—haunts veterinarians’ emerging professional identity. Instead of perceiving such difficulties as at the margins or the exception, most of the participants framed them as definitional for practicing veterinary medicine in morally difficult and institutionally bound contexts. The emotional grooves of uncertainty, guilt, remorse, and isolation that became automatic were less residues of the procedure than formative encounters that intensified practitioners’ moral awareness and marked out the boundaries of what they could—and what they could not—accept as care.
One vet recalled a particularly vivid moment that stuck with her:
“It wasn’t out of mercy. That dog did have a chance, but there was no room, there was no one to take care of him, and I was told to do it. That’s an euthanasia that I will never forget… I don’t like to do euthanasia after that dog anymore.” (VET15, male, employed, 15.8 years of experience)
They are corroborated by empirical accounts of moral distress in veterinary practice. As pointed out by Moses et al. (2018) and Kipperman et al. (2018), moral distress typically occurs when veterinarians cannot act on their ethical discernment—especially when institutional or structural mandates take over clinical thinking. This type of negative euthanasia, where animals are put down due to reasons like insufficient shelter space, limited funds, or municipal ordinances, leads to burnout and emotional exhaustion (Bartram et.al, 2010; Platt et al., 2012).
In the present study, NVivo 12 Plus was employed to code qualitative data through a two-stage coding process. Line-by-line descriptive and in vivo coding within the first cycle was conducted to maintain participants’ very words and highlight emotionally significant or ethically pertinent words, like “routine killing,” “forced to decide within minutes,” and “sacredness of the act.” Codes like “institutional pressure,” “adverse euthanasia,” “ethical regret,” and “resistance efforts” were instantiated.
The second stage of analysis employed pattern coding to aggregate these descriptive codes into higher-order conceptual categories. Bureaucratic urgency, underfunded shelters, or sluggish deliberation codes were condensed into more general concepts of “systemic acceleration,” “ethical rupture,” and “resistance and moral agency.” Query functions and memo-linking properties served to map where sites of ethical unease coincided with structural constraints or lack of human buffering, including multiple-layered interdependencies between care, control, and constraint.
Veterinarians were apt to be hasty in characterizing the time frame within which euthanasia decisions needed to be made as a necessary cause of ethical tension.
“We’re not really given the time to think long—some days, we have to know in a matter of minutes whether or not a dog is alive or dead.” (VET08, male, self-employed, 11.9 years experience)
Others labored to make ethical space within tight systems. One respondent described it this way: “I worked with the shelter manager to institute a 48-hour hold time rule before euthanasia. It’s not always followed, but it saved a couple of dogs.” (VET20, female, self-employed, 18.9 years of experience)
Interviewees also referred to acts of individual resistance—stalling procedures, paying for treatment, or networking with rescue groups—as an act of reclaiming moral agency: “Sometimes I test the limits—I hold up on the decision, call in buddy rescues, or even write out of my own pocket. I can’t always make it happen, but I don’t want to give up so easily.” (VET14, male, employed, 14.1 years of experience)
These fleeting instances of resistance capture how veterinarians fight against resisting and sometimes subverting routinization of death. They also carry a great emotional price tag. One interview participant described thus:
“No animal should be put to sleep because there is no money, no one stands for her, no animal should be killed if there is any possible cure. Euthanasia should not be chosen due to the quotas or full cages. My wish is to maintain my compassion—to never lose the mercy for the animals.” (VET04, female, self-employed, 14.4 years of experience)
Ultimately, this theme underscores that euthanasia in such contexts is not just a clinical act—it is crucible for ethical deliberation and emotional labor. It becomes a practice shaped as much by infrastructural scarcity as by individual moral resolve. As one veterinarian poignantly observed: “Euthanasia becomes less of a decision and more of the state of the world we’re living and working in. That is what scares me.” (VET25, male, self-employed, 9.2 years of experience)
The third theme explores the layered clinical, ethical, and contextual considerations that shape veterinarians’ decision-making processes regarding euthanasia. Participants emphasized that while clinical indicators—such as pain severity, prognosis, disease progression, or lack of mobility—are foundational, these are never sufficient in themselves. Instead, each decision unfolds within a complex terrain shaped by the presence or absence of a human interlocutor, available care infrastructures, financial possibilities, and emotional implications.
To clarify usage in this article, two key terms are employed. The term owner refers to individuals who are legally and financially responsible for a dog, often maintaining a long-standing, emotionally intimate relationship. Guardian, in contrast, refers to individuals—such as street dog feeders, volunteers, or neighbors—who care voluntarily for street dogs. Although many guardians exhibit deep emotional bonds with animals, their relationships lack legal standing, institutional authority, or often the financial capacity to make end-of-life decisions.
When an owner is present, many veterinarians report that the emotional and ethical burden of the decision becomes more manageable. The shared nature of the process—discussing the dog’s condition, deliberating over options, and making the final choice—offers both practical support and moral reassurance. “When the owner is there, even if it is a hard conversation, it helps to share the heavy feeling…” one vet noted. “Those dogs are lucky if they have someone…. If there’s someone to witness … and say goodbye” (VET09, male, self-employed, 6.6 years of experience).
By contrast, street dogs often arrive with no clearly accountable or stable human companion. Sometimes, guardians provide transport, temporary shelter, or food—but are unable or unwilling to take long-term responsibility. This leaves veterinarians in an ethically precarious position. “Sometimes it’s a volunteer, sometimes a neighbor who feeds the dog,” one vet explained. “They bring the dog… I know they do their best to help an injured or sick street dog… ask for our help but disappear after that. People leave you with the final decision… After that, it is our responsibility… The entire burden is ours…” (VET16, female, self-employed, 15.6 years of experience).
Another vet elaborated: “I had a case where the dog had chances to live… it was not entirely impossible… but he would have to stay and maybe take years of treatment… but the guardian made it very clear that she could not afford the treatment. I continued the dog’s treatment for six more months… the dog was depressed, closed himself… then I had to do what the system, bigger institutions or local caregivers could not do… The dog needed relief… So I had to euthanize the dog… It was terrible. To this day, I still think about it… “ (VET14, male, employed, 14.1 years of experience).
In these cases, euthanasia often becomes an ethically fraught and emotionally isolating decision, not buffered by shared deliberation or institutional support. The absence of a responsible party or viable care alternatives leaves practitioners alone with decisions that feel less like clinical interventions and more like moral reckonings. “It’s lonelier,” said one municipal shelter veterinarian. “You hold the syringe, and there’s no one to ask—no one who will carry this with you” (VET12, female, employed, 7.9 years of experience).
To capture and to analyze these layered accounts, an iterative, multi-cycle coding process was used. In the first cycle, descriptive and NVivo 12 Plus coding were employed to trace veterinarians’ exact wording and preserve emotionally significant expressions such as “stuck between options” or “left alone with the decision.” These codes were grouped around themes like clinical uncertainty, caregiver absence, economic limitations, and compassion fatigue. In the second cycle, pattern and focused coding were applied to refine and synthesize these clusters. Codes referencing financial hardship, lack of referral options, or institutional absence were subsumed under thematic categories such as “systemic constraints,” “ethical improvisation,” and “relational solitude.” Meanwhile, codes around co-decision-making with owners were grouped under “shared responsibility,” while accounts of unassisted decision-making were labeled “ethical isolation.” NVivo’s matrix coding, queries, and memo-linking features facilitated cross-referencing of prognosis, dog status (owned vs. unowned), and decision burden. This allowed for analysis of how different relational configurations shaped ethical deliberation.
Empirical evidence gathered under this theme challenges any assumption that euthanasia is a neutral clinical endpoint. Instead, participants described it as a profoundly context-dependent and relational act—especially shaped by the presence or absence of a human guardian in the decision. When owners were involved, the process felt shared, even if painful. When guardians were absent or only temporarily engaged, not taking responsibility for the entire process of medical treatment, veterinarians were left to navigate the emotional and ethical weight alone. This was particularly salient in Istanbul’s urban landscape, where municipal services for street dogs are fragmented, medical infrastructure and services are only limited, and veterinary clinics, especially private ones—are often left to cover for the institutional failures.
Ultimately, this theme demonstrates that ethical decision-making in euthanasia is not a matter of predetermined protocol, but of situated judgment—formed through tripartite relationships (dog-guardian/owner-veterinarian), constrained by institutional and financial challenges, and often guided by the veterinarian’s ethical compass in conditions of uncertainty, stress and emotional isolation.
Veterinarians consistently described euthanizing street dogs—dogs without legal owners or stable guardians—as deeply different from companion animal cases. In these cases, ethical and emotional burdens are magnified due to the absence of relational support or the human owner taking responsibility. The act of euthanasia becomes a solitary moral space in which veterinarians feel they bear full responsibility.
“When there’s no guardian, it’s like I become the only moral presence in the room. That loneliness is heavy.” (VET13, male, self-employed, 17.4 years of experience)
During the first NVivo coding cycle, emotionally intense phrases—such as “alone in the decision”, “nobody to ask”, and “no one to speak for them”—were tagged frequently. These in vivo codes formed the basis of nodes like “relational absence” and “ethical ambiguity.” In the second cycle, pattern and focused coding linked these with broader themes including “systemic constraints” and “asymmetrical responsibility.” NVivo’s query tools revealed that trees of loneliness, grief, and isolation were significantly more prevalent in transcripts about street dog cases than when guardians were present.
Veterinarians expressed acute discomfort over ending lives without shared emotional acknowledgment:“ The hardest part is not knowing their story. You end a life that had no one to speak for it.” (VET24, female, employed, 20.3 years of experience)
With no owner present, vets described acting as judge, witness, and executor in one: “I become judge, witness and executioner all at once. It’s not a role anyone should bear alone.” (VET06, female, employed, 14.2 years of experience)
Participants noted that these decisions don’t just weigh on them momentarily—they accumulate over time, leaving emotional residue. In contrast, when a legal owner is involved, euthanasia becomes a shared decision. The presence of an owner not only distributes grief and responsibility, but also offers a relational framework in which death is contextualized, justified, and emotionally contained.
There were, however, some attempts at resisting the imposed isolation. One veterinarian introduced a 48-hours pause rule before euthanizing street- dog cases, providing time for reflection. Though inconsistently applied, it was described as a potential model of more humane decision-making (VET20, female, self-employed, 18.9 years of experience). Another recounted delaying euthanasia by taking a paralyzed dog home, sharing the story online—and ultimately facilitating its adoption (VET07, male, self-employed, 19.1 years of experience).
The experiences shared by veterinarians in this study echo what much of the veterinary ethics literature has already begun to uncover: that euthanasia, especially when performed without the presence of a guardian or owner, can be one of the most morally and emotionally taxing parts of clinical practice. When a dog has no one to speak for them—no legal owner or even an informal caregiver—veterinarians often find themselves alone in making life-ending decisions. These moments, as many participants described, carry a particular weight.
Research supports these lived realities. In a North American survey, Moses et al. (2018) found that when veterinarians feel they cannot act in line with what they believe is ethically right—often due to financial limits or lack of institutional support—they experience deep moral tension. The burden becomes even heavier when there’s no one to share the responsibility of the decision, no one to confirm that it’s time, no one to grieve alongside. In such moments, the veterinarian isn’t just performing a procedure—they’re carrying the full emotional and ethical weight of the decision.
Several participants pointed to this feeling of ethical solitude, especially when treating street dogs who arrive at the clinic through volunteers or are brought in by municipal officers. As one veterinarian put it, “They bring the dog in, and then they’re gone. You’re left with the dog, the prognosis, and no clear next step. And then it’s on you—just you.” (VET08, male, self-employed, 11.9 years of experience). In the absence of a shared decision-making process, many vets described feeling like they were being asked to act as both doctor and moral guardian. Christiansen et al. (2016) have noted how important collaboration is in end-of-life decisions—not only for honoring the animal’s life and history but for helping the veterinarian bear the emotional burden of that decision. When the relational structure is absent, the decision becomes harder, lonelier, and in many cases, more ethically troubling.
Ultimately, what this theme reveals is that euthanasia in these cases is not just a clinical procedure—it is a deeply human moment shaped by uncertainty, loss, and systemic failure. In a city like Istanbul, where formal infrastructures for the end-of-life care of street dogs are weak or absent, private practitioners often find themselves making the best decisions they can with what little support they have. And while they may act with compassion and skill, they do so within systems that rarely acknowledge the emotional cost of this work.
Veterinarians in this study emphasized that euthanasia is never just a clinical act. It’s an encounter steeped in emotion, shaped not only by the dog’s condition but also by the reactions of those who cared for it—owners, guardians, or informal caregivers. Managing these reactions emerged as one of the most emotionally demanding parts of the process. Grief, they explained, is contagious. It seeps into the room and often lingers long after the procedure is over.
The way veterinarians responded to that grief varied depending on who was present and how the relationship between the human and the animal was understood. With pet owners—those with long-standing, legal, and emotional bonds to the dog—veterinarians described slipping into what felt like a familiar, if difficult, role. They knew how to speak gently, when to pause, when to give space. One vet put it plainly: “I always speak calmly to pet owners. They’re not just clients; they’re family to that dog. Even when I’m exhausted, I try to meet them where they are” (VET18, female, employed, 4.4 years of experience).
But the emotional stakes shifted when it came to street dogs. Informal caregivers—volunteers, neighbors, or concerned passersby—often arrived at the clinic in visible distress, sometimes having been the only person who had cared for the dog. Their mourning, as veterinarians noted, was quieter, often overlooked, and occasionally laced with guilt or helplessness. “Pet owners are consoled by family and rituals,” said one vet. “Street dog caregivers usually mourn alone. And I feel that. I try to hold space for their grief in a different way…. They get bitter as well…” (VET09, male, employed, 6.6 years of experience).
Another vet reflected, “When it’s a street dog and the caregiver breaks down, I try to stay composed, but sometimes their pain becomes mine too. They were that dog’s only chance” (VET21, male, employed, 6.5 years of experience). Many participants expressed a particular tenderness toward these moments, recognizing the emotional courage it takes to care for a street dog and then to witness its death.
In the first cycle, descriptive coding helped capture participants’ exact words and emotionally loaded expressions—phrases like “held back my tears,” “mirrored their sadness,” or “slowed my tone.” These were grouped under initial codes such as “emotional containment,” “mourning response,” and “relational empathy.” In the second cycle, pattern coding drew connections between types of caregivers and the emotional labor involved. Codes related to tone modulation, pacing, bodily posture, and perceived grief intensity were brought together under broader themes like “affective attunement,” “shared sorrow,” and “compassion strain.”
What stood out in many of these accounts was how deeply veterinarians felt drawn into the emotions of others—not because they were unprofessional, but because being emotionally present felt like part of the job. It wasn’t always something they were trained for, nor was it explicitly valued within institutional frameworks, but it mattered. One veterinarian described it this way: “When someone is crying for a street dog, I lower my voice, I move slower, I give them time. That’s the least I can do for them—and for the dog” (VET11, male, self-employed, 1.9 years of experience).
This kind of emotional labor—meeting another’s grief while managing your own—has been recognized in the veterinary literature as a source of both meaning and vulnerability. Studies have shown that veterinarians who perform euthanasia regularly, particularly when emotional support systems are lacking, are at increased risk for compassion fatigue and moral stress (Moses et al., 2018; Whiting, 2016; Kipperman et al., 2018). And as this theme suggests, that risk is intensified in moments when veterinarians become the sole witness to both the dog’s passing and the caregiver’s mourning.
In the quiet after the procedure—once the client has left or the street dog’s caregiver walks away—veterinarians are often left alone with what one called “the emotional residue.” It’s not just about ending a life; it’s about holding the emotional weight of that ending, for someone else, while also carrying your own.
This theme is about how veterinarians envision an alternative type of end-of-life care—one that makes room for empathy, reflection, and dignity, even in clinical systems that don’t always make such things possible. Many spoke about not just what euthanasia is, but what it might be, if time and support permitted.
Veterinarians also commonly expressed their professional aspirations in muted, individualized terms. One stated, “I want every euthanasia to be one that I could explain to the dog, if they could hear” (VET16, female, self-employed, 12 years of experience). In another brief silence, she stated “It doesn’t have to be some big thing—a blanket, a look in the eye, a minute to breathe before the injection. It should not be rushed. That matters.” (VET15, male, self-employed, 15.8 years of experience)
These small details—soft blankets, a sympathetic tone of voice, somewhere to sit afterwards—were ways of respecting the solemnity of the moment. One vet remembered setting up a “grief corner” in their clinic, a small area with tissues and dim lighting where people could sit with their grief (VET01, male, self-employed, 4.5 years of experience). These were not decisions of protocol, but of a personal ethic—acts of care that made euthanasia feel like more than a procedure.
Others discussed what was yet to be had. A number of veterinarians discussed the necessity of hospice care, particularly for street dogs with no one to sit with them. “We need somewhere they can go when it’s not quite time yet… They shouldn’t need to be euthanized simply because there isn’t space to lie down,” one veterinarian commented (VET19, male, self-employed, 18.2 years of experience). Another remarked, “I have a dream about a hospice place, just a week or two, where they can be seen, and known, and maybe even recover. Or at least, get out on their own terms.” (VET06, female, employed,14.2 years of experience)
These wishes were made clear through the NVivo 12 Plus analysis. Under the initial coding cycle, the phrases “blanket for goodbye,” “moment of silence,” and “this should mean something” emerged. These in vivo codes were sorted into themes of ritual care, slowness, and respect in death. Under the second cycle, more general categories of end-of-life ethics and future care imaginaries assisted in linking these minor acts to a general moral position of undoing emotional detachment.
What these stories disclosed was not naïve idealism but something less manifest—a determination not to break the emotional continuity of their work, despite fatigue or pressure. “I’ve had bad days,” one vet explained, “but I’ll stop. Just thirty seconds. A breath. A hand on their head. That’s what I’d want if it were me.” (VET26, female, employed, 15.4 years of experience)
This theme reveals that for most veterinarians, euthanasia is not merely a pain ending—it is the way that ending is significant. It is about making space for what is important, particularly when there is little remaining to offer. These modest acts—whether a touch, a hesitation, or a refusal to hurry—convey the seriousness of care. And they are reminders that even at life’s end, dignity is something that can still be offered.