3. Results
Through an Interpretative Phenomenological Analysis (IPA) of participant interviews, this study identified three superordinate themes and four subordinate themes (see
Table 3), which systematically illustrate how the activation of interoceptive awareness reshaped their mind-body experiences. These findings directly address the core research questions: through the 21-day practice of breathing and mandala drawing, as participants shifted their attention from external events to their internal bodily states (RQ1), they underwent a transformation from somatic blockages to energy flow (Theme 1) and progressed from conscious control to a state of "effortless doing" and flow immersion (Theme 2). Building upon this foundation, they conceptualized and articulated these experiences through artistic externalization (Theme 3a) and social resonance (Theme 3b) (RQ2), ultimately fostering reflection and integration that extended from personal cognition to interpersonal relationships (RQ3). The following sections will elaborate on this internal trajectory of transformation in detail, supported by extensive participant excerpts and visual examples from their artwork.
3.1. Theme 1: The Embodied Starting Point: From Perceiving Blockages to Generating Experiential Space
The majority of participants in this study initially reported perceiving physical blockages such as fatigue, tension, and exhaustion in their mind-body experiences. As the intervention progressed, they transitioned from passively enduring these discomforts to actively engaging with breathing exercises to anchor and heighten their bodily awareness. Through descriptive journaling, participants shifted their focus from proliferating thoughts and external distractions to their internal bodily sensations. As a result, they frequently experienced a loosening of previously fixed somatic blockages, observing a fluid transformation in their internal states. This progression naturally led to the emergence of a tangible and inhabitable "flow experience space".
Participants commonly experienced a positive shift from bodily sensations of "blockage," "tightness," and "exhaustion" to respiratory smoothness and internal flow. This experiential transition effectively compensated for the somatic and psychological depletion caused by long-term, high-intensity mental work, marking a clear shift from a state of fatigued tension to one of relaxed fluidity.
LC (Group 3), a typical knowledge worker, found that breathing exercises offered more than mere relaxation; they constructed a fluid mind-body pathway leading from a state of physiological exhaustion towards inner tranquility and clarity. As his practice deepened, his perception of internal energy shifted from being "congested in the head" to "flowing freely throughout the entire body," forming a cool and light internal environment. This transformation is consistently reflected in his diary entries: "My body heats up and sweats every day during practice, my mind feels calm" (Day 6); "An itch between my eyebrows, feeling energy spinning there… my brain is continuously being cleansed (by a water-like energy sensation)" (Day 9); "The airflow is like a quiet stream flowing inside my body, cool and fresh, washing over my blood vessels and brain" (Day 20); "While breathing, it feels like sitting on a cloud, my body is light, breathing is smooth, warm currents spread from the top of my head to my face, arms, and torso" (Day 21).
XR (Group 1), a secondary school teacher struggling with stress-induced insomnia, described in the final interview a state of dissipated fatigue achieved through breathing exercises.
XR: Once (while doing breathing exercises)... I felt an emptiness between my collarbone and ribs, my body felt very light, my thoughts were completely clear, and both my heart and body felt empty. I believe that in a flow state, an individual may merge with the entire environment, becoming one unified whole.
Interviewer: Is this your personal experience?
XR: Yes. (week 3)
XR mentioned that after experiencing the merging of the individual with the overall environment and the emptiness of mind and body, she created her final mandala work (day 21). She then stated that she simply wanted to depict the light in space (see
Table 4).
JH (Group 2) found it difficult to describe the experience of fatigue release after completing breathing exercises. In Week 1, he stated:
This feeling is hard to describe because right now I'm actually very calm. It seems like nothing can stir my emotions.. My mind is very quiet.. I just tried to focus my attention on the area of my chest.. How to describe it? It's like there's a spring there, constantly bubbling up. The edges (of the chest) feel inflated, but the center is empty.
By Week 3, his experience became more embodied:
Suddenly it felt as if.. a tap had been turned on. I located the position, roughly right here (pointing to the center of the chest) and up about this much. Then, from this central point upwards, it kept flowing, just like mountain spring water, continuously flowing downwards. Very icy, very cool.. It just flowed down and then stopped. After that, I couldn't really hear what was being said anymore, so I just kept focusing on that sensation.
Beyond these cases, YY, TZ, and FQ also described flow channels located in the chest, head, or spreading upwards from the lower limbs. Notably, participants differed in their characterization of the flow's quality: JH, LC, and FQ more often described the substance within the channels as cool or warm water flows, whereas TZ, XR, and YY depicted a flow more akin to air, which was notably experienced as pushing through physical and mental blockages. Regarding spatial perception, LC and XR reported experiences of spatial awareness extending beyond the body's boundaries, integrating with or feeling infinitely close to the environment. In contrast, in their earlier diary entries, TZ, JH, and LC more frequently used “tubes” and “balloons” as metaphors to portray the form, texture, and dynamics of internal energy.
XR (Group 1) described it as "like a deflated balloon being slowly inflated bit by bit... from the outside in... the sense of control gradually strengthens". Similarly, SS (Group 2) experienced "a balloon with a hole, constantly expanding... the sensation of energy spreading throughout the body." She also observed changes in the "tube" within her body: "Sometimes the tube is very thick... constantly expanding... very large. Now it's in that thin, tight state... it still exists in my body". JH (Group 2) used a "swimming ring" to metaphorize his mind-body state, describing it as "tight around the edges and empty in the middle." TZ (Group 2) felt "I was trembling, continuously trembling, starting roughly from the diaphragm, then outward, layer by layer. First to the lower abdomen, then the thighs, then upward to the back, shoulders... finally reaching the hands." FQ (Group 3) experienced "the airflow rising from the soles of my feet to my abdomen." JJ (Group 3), while breathing with eyes closed, felt "energy right at the top of my head, scalp, and around my eyes... feeling the air flowing outward. It's a bit itchy and tingling." As his practice deepened, his bodily awareness became increasingly refined, enabling him to acutely detect experiential differences in temperature, flow, tension, and emptiness across various body regions.
In later practice stages, WZ discovered that focused breathing itself could regulate his smoking cravings, with the urge and related physical discomfort significantly alleviated (Week 3):
Generally, in daily life, it's hard for me to go half an hour without smoking. Right now, I completely don't have that (feeling)... but once I stop the practice, the craving immediately returns... still scratching (the respiratory tract)... if I don't consciously do the breathing practice, it still scratches... that thing (the claw-like object) is still there, it's just that doing the breathing practice helps it pass through.
WZ's practical journey demonstrates a transformation path based on bodily perception. This case reveals the potential value of interoceptive mapping in addiction intervention, illustrating how body-based work can provide new regulatory pathways for habitual behaviors.
3.2. Theme 2 Moving Beyond Purpose: From Control to "Effortless Doing" in Immersion
In the initial phase, as participants were still familiarizing themselves with the intervention, a goal-oriented approach was prevalent. They attempted to achieve a flow state by concentrating on completing the breathing exercises and mandala drawings. This very purposeful effort, however, often inhibited full immersion in the present moment. With deepening practice and accumulated experience, they gradually relinquished expectations and control, naturally entering a state of immersion. This shift in mental models outlines a clear trajectory from purposeful striving to aimless relaxation and effortless engagement. The activation of interoception and the occurrence of flow states subsequently promoted a broader transformation in their cognitive patterns, fostering a move away from preset notions and judgment toward greater openness and a grounding in direct experience. The following two sub-themes will explore how this transition from control to effortlessness unfolded through their personal accounts.
2. a. The Transition from Striving Control to Natural Immersion
This sub-theme reveals the participants' shift in identity from "actor" to "experiencer." In the early stages, most participants exhibited a goal-oriented state focused on "effort" and "completion." However, this striving mindset often triggered tension in interoception, thereby hindering the continuity of immersive experiences.
XY (Group 1) initially approached the practice with a "task-participation" mindset, showing clear signs of urgency—such as frequently checking the time, worrying about personal performance in social interactions, and even experiencing "chest tightness" due to nervousness during her first focus group session (Week 1). This initial discomfort gradually became a focus of her self-breakthrough as the practice progressed. She began to experience full immersion in breathing and drawing, making it possible to "draw to her heart's content, losing track of time." She wrote in her journal:
I felt more engaged in the breathing training and more adaptable... Today, I didn’t stop drawing when the time was up; I kept going until I finished what I wanted to draw, without even realizing how much time had passed. (Day 3)
In the second-week interview, XY further reflected on the relationship between focus and experience:
Today, I truly felt a sense of calm and relaxation. In previous breathing sessions, sometimes I could feel it, but if my mind was preoccupied and I wasn’t focused on the practice, that sense of flow would disappear.
When asked how she achieved focus, she recognized its non-controllable nature:
It doesn’t feel like something I control—it’s a state. Sometimes, I just can’t focus... Currently, in daily life, I experience more focus and full engagement. But I feel that achieving flow in everyday life still falls short compared to during breathing exercises; the sense of flow seems stronger in the breathing practice.
By the third week, XY’s transformation had extended to the interpersonal level:
It just occurred to me—in terms of interpersonal interactions, after these 21 days, I feel I care much less than before... During our first discussion, I found self-disclosure exhausting, but now I hardly feel that way. ... I can also perceive the connections between others.
She described this connection as an embodied "flow" experience:
The transmission of emotions, the surge of feelings. ... It’s hard to describe—like a warm flow (emanating from my chest). It’s truly a novel experience, so I’m still figuring out how to articulate it.
SS (Group 2) provided a detailed account of the "control-relaxation-immersion" process, emphasizing that the awakening of interoception requires moving beyond a task-oriented approach and that the subsequent state of immersion arises spontaneously, rather than being achieved through prior striving:
In the first few minutes of exhaling, I could clearly feel myself exerting effort to push the breath out. But in the following minutes, it gradually became easier... (When drawing mandalas) At first, my mind was still occupied with things like color matching. Later, I naturally stopped thinking about anything and entered that state completely. I became fully immersed and finished the drawing, feeling as though time had flown by. (Week 2)
One insight I’ve had is that I believe we shouldn’t approach this with a goal in mind. I need to feel first, to empty my mind, to enter that state of emptiness, and then slowly begin to observe. I need to see what changes this brings me. I can’t do this with a purpose—that’s my small realization. (Week 2)
LC (Group 3) transferred his "achievement-oriented" mindset from work to his drawing practice. His early journal entries repeatedly noted anxiety caused by "(mandala patterns) being too complex to finish in half an hour" (Day 3), leaving him "anxious, tense, and unable to focus on the present" (Day 6). After the second focus group discussion, he began to "let go of the pressure," viewing the practice as a process rather than a task. This shift toward non-purposefulness brought a sense of mental lightness, making immersive experiences possible. On Day 11, he did not complete that day’s drawing, and from Day 12 onward, he spontaneously chose simpler patterns for his creations (see Figure). In his Day 12 journal, he wrote: "During breathing practice, I had more saliva in my mouth. The itching sensation between my eyebrows spread to my nose and chin. I felt focused and calm, and my body warmed up. (Although) external stimuli heightened my anxiety, I could regulate it with breathing. In the evening, I felt irritable because my child wouldn’t sleep. After drawing, I felt better." This record indicates that his focus had shifted from outcome completion to process regulation, with his internal state transforming accordingly.
Figure 2.
A comparison of LC's mandala drawings: Day 11 (left, incomplete) and Day 12 (right). (This image externalizes an embodied sensation: the mandala's flowing blue lines wash over purple energy points, mirroring the participant's repeated experience—recorded in their diary (Days 9, 11, & 12)—of a watery flow coursing through the space between the eyebrows and the brain.).
Figure 2.
A comparison of LC's mandala drawings: Day 11 (left, incomplete) and Day 12 (right). (This image externalizes an embodied sensation: the mandala's flowing blue lines wash over purple energy points, mirroring the participant's repeated experience—recorded in their diary (Days 9, 11, & 12)—of a watery flow coursing through the space between the eyebrows and the brain.).
The participants gradually relaxed their tension and need for control over outcomes, yet continued to engage consistently in practice and daily life from a more relaxed state. This process of self-regulation—from "control" to "relaxation"—effectively resolved the tension between purpose and experience, ultimately guiding them toward interoceptive experiences they had never encountered before or had never been clearly aware of.
2. b. The Paradox of Expectation: The Beginning and Disruption of Deep Experience
Several participants clearly articulated how "expectation" paradoxically served as both the summoner and terminator of deep experiences. This tension between conscious intention and lived experience reveals an essential quality of profound states: they cannot be directly commanded by the conscious mind; in fact, conscious control often disrupts the natural emergence of such states.
FQ (Group 3) provided a vivid example of this paradox:
Then (as I practiced the breathing exercises), although lying in bed, I could no longer feel the bed—only myself. Then I sensed an energy flow, rising continuously from the soles of my feet upward, until it nearly reached my abdomen. I very much hoped it would keep rising all the way to my head, but then it suddenly cut off, and I could no longer find that sensation. (Week 3)
This stands in stark contrast to her earlier experience:
"This week I've been extremely busy, and the more I tried to enter that state, the less I could access it. That time last week, I was completely relaxed, and it [the sensation of the energy flow rising gradually] suddenly emerged on its own". (Week 3)
TZ (Group 2) also recognized the interference of goal-directed intention: "I feel there's some obstruction now... It feels like certain attachments are beginning to arise... It's because I 'want to achieve it,' I have this thought." When the interviewer asked, "So when you have this goal, it actually doesn't work as well?" he confirmed, "...Yes." To the follow-up question, "So you can't achieve the same level of wholehearted immersion as before?" he again replied, "...Yes."
Other participants described how their preconceived notions about the flow experience itself shaped their expectations and, consequently, limited the diversity of their experiences. WZ (Group 2) expressed in early interviews a prior assumption that flow was a state of "high emotional arousal" and "quick reflexes." Consequently, he excluded the "low-energy," "calm" states experienced during breathing practice from his definition of flow. As his practice deepened, he experienced and came to acknowledge another form of flow, characterized by "immersion-relaxation-focus," thereby reconstructing his understanding of the optimal state.
I've done some self-reflection... After a week of practice, I feel it's actually not about high arousal... I feel that state is very focused, but within it, I'm actually settled down, not like the heightened state I'm in during ordinary tasks—it's different... (After experiencing both states) I feel that after completing tasks in this calm state, there's actually little [fatigue], whereas if it were a consistently high-arousal state, I'd feel quite tired afterward. (Week 2)
XR (Group 1)'s journal entry (Day 2) also reflected the dissolution of such preconceptions:
I originally thought the 'optimal state' required 'mental exertion,' but through direct experience, I discovered it's about a relaxed mind. During mandala drawing, my breathing gradually slowed, and my mind grew increasingly calm and relaxed.
Their accounts subtly imply a shift in mindset — one that reduces the obstacles created by preconceived notions and expectations. Ultimately, the attainment of deep experience begins precisely with the release of the very expectation to "attain" it.
3.3. Theme 3. The Generation and Resonance of Meaning: From Artistic Externalization to Social Integration
Through the combined practice of breathing exercises and mandala drawing, participants' engagement evolved from initial emotional regulation to a meaning-generating process encompassing somatic, psychological, and social dimensions. Mandala drawing served as a pivotal symbolic medium—its colors, lines, and creative gestures formed an embodied language, enabling participants to give form to vague internal sensations and emotional fluctuations, transforming them into visual expressions that could be articulated, examined, and shared, thereby bringing forth, integrating, and releasing content previously beyond words.
When these works, laden with personal experience, were articulated and explored within the group context, individuals' inner narratives transcended their initially nebulous personal perceptions, extending into a shared space open to collective recognition and discussion. Within this space, through mutual listening and reflection, individuals experienced a sense of "flow" connection and social belonging. Thus, the construction of meaning progressed from internal self-repair toward interpersonal integration and resonance, demonstrating that interoceptive awareness not only deepens self-understanding but also creates a developmental field. This field allows individuals to explore the congruence between their interoceptive experience and social identity, facilitating an integrative and expressive process of growth.
3. a. Giving Form to the Unspeakable: Mandala as an Expression of Inner States
Mandala painting served as a vital medium for participants to give tangible form to their internal experiences: they translated sensations of energy, emotions, and thoughts into colors, lines, and imagery, allowing originally vague interoceptive sensations to acquire perceptible and shareable forms.
The case of YY (Group 1) demonstrates the profound connection between the creative process and bodily experience. With prior experience in introspection and meditation, YY chose daily mandala creation as a means of dialoguing with her mind-body state. Beginning from her seventh artwork, a symbolic dot gradually emerged at the center of her compositions (see
Table 5). Concurrently, having studied chakra knowledge, she began reporting sensations of blockage in her heart chakra area, accompanied by emotional fluctuations linked to traumatic memories. She described this experience as "the pain of a wound being torn open."
When reflecting on her mandala creations during this period, YY described her creative process:
(The painting process) has nothing to do with my conscious thinking... they're all completely improvisational... it's a state that naturally emerges in the present moment... Yes, I can now answer the question you asked me earlier - (about the dot that consistently appeared in the center of my mandala over several days) Is there a correlation with my physical sensation (chest tightness)? Yes, there is indeed a connection. I feel I've come to understand it now. (Week 2)
(When sharing trauma-themed artwork) I felt embarrassment and shame... but I unloaded those fears... I feel I was very courageous. (Week 2)
When YY used mandala painting to express her embodied pain, she realized this artistic expression resonated profoundly with her physical state. The process of giving concrete form to inner wounds initially brought feelings of shame and unease, but after sharing, she experienced a sense of relief as if a heavy burden had been lifted from her shoulders (Week 2). YY regards mandala painting as a sacred space that transcends ordinary daily experience. Here, spontaneous, improvisational creation becomes a ritual for externalizing emotions and trauma: transitioning from "bloody, mangled" wounds to nourishment through "unconditional love." For her, mandala creation is not merely an artistic form but a ritual space for healing and revelation - where suppressed emotions find expression, blocked energy finds release, and the soul finds refuge.
JJ (Group 3), when reflecting on a special experience in her painting practice during the final stage, expressed:
You know what? I often have this feeling - I truly feel that the brush tip, that very fine stroke (though the brush we actually use is much thicker). When you paint over the paper, it normally might not reach into such fine crevices. But I can, and I just paint like this, feeling that the brush tip carries 'energy,' you understand? Yes. And originally I didn't know what the flow state was, but while painting, the brush tip feels just like myself, you know? Like, for every shape's boundary - sometimes after I outline the form, painting inside feels particularly joyful. You can stay within the boundaries yet paint very freely. That swishing sound feels particularly comfortable, particularly exhilarating. At those moments, the brush tip, that 'energy' - makes me feel so... I think this must be similar to (the flow experience). (Week 3)
3. b. The Social Construction of Meaning: Cognitive Restructuring through Shared Experience
The focus group interactions powerfully demonstrated how meaning is co-constructed within a shared experiential space. When the same intervention was refracted through diverse personal perspectives, it yielded a rich spectrum of distinct yet equally authentic and profound experiences. As participants externalized the various internal experiences they had realized during practice and brought them into the group setting, their personal narratives began to intersect and resonate within this collective container, catalyzing a process of deep cognitive restructuring.
XY's (Group 1) experience illustrated a shift from personal cognition to social connection. She found that in interpersonal interactions she "didn't care as much as before," and could feel genuine joy witnessing the growth of her peers. Within the group, she experienced a transpersonal emotional flow:
Because XR can relax through her drawing, looking at her artwork and descriptions makes me feel I can empathize with her experience... It's like feeling happy for someone who has recovered from a cold... Another point is... I feel there's a flow within our group... Because only when the emotions expressed by one person resonate with another can this feeling of flowing connection arise... I feel (the location of this sensation) is the heart. Because when I wasn't thinking but just listening to those words, there was a flowing sensation in the area of the heart...
TZ (Group 2) described how he empathized with SS's resilient optimism in facing hardship, stating:
While SS was speaking, I felt as if she helped remove that wall (in the chest)... Then after a while I felt quite happy. Just felt happy listening to her share... It was a feeling of positivity... It seems what she shared wasn't entirely positive; there were some negative feelings too. But what I felt was happiness.
LC (Group 3) began reflecting on and adjusting his cognitive patterns during the practice, realizing a "shift in mindset: no need to push myself so hard in everything." The practice became a field for observing and adjusting his relationship with himself, moving from "compulsion" to the more flexible "doing my best." Recalling past deep flow experiences, LC understood that the essence of flow is deep integration with the environment ("very close") and inner tranquility, not merely efficient thinking:
During junior high... that state of studying... somewhat like what ZY just described, as if everything around had stopped, but my feeling was slightly different, yet similar. It wasn't that it stopped; the surroundings felt very close, but time, if you compare time to flowing water, it was still flowing. But it was very serene, calm, you could feel it flowing. Yet you were fully focused and wholeheartedly in your own... that kind of learning, just happy anyway. Don't know (how to describe it)... In that state, thinking of things was very easy, learning was very easy, also very efficient. (Week 3)
This retrospective examination of purely cognitive flow made LC realize that the essence of flow lies in complete engagement and connection. He further reflected that this state of oneness with an activity might not be confined to moments of solitary problem-solving, but could also exist within profound connections between people. It was based on this insight that he extended the flow experience to the interpersonal realm during the final focus group.
In the final focus group, while describing his relationship with his wife, he extended the flow experience to the interpersonal realm: "Could similar states also exist in relationships between people? For example, my relationship with my wife is free of distractions, very secure, and of course, free of cluttering thoughts........ Just now, when I described my relationship with my wife, I realized my heart was becoming more and more excited..." (Week 3). His description reflects a flow experience within interpersonal relationships: in safe, trusting relationships, one can also experience focus, peace, and a mutually nourishing state.
LC's accounts of flow states in scholarly pursuits and personal relationships acted as a mirror, illuminating ZY's own predicament. This brought her to the crucial understanding that her central challenge now was how to "find her way back" from a condition of being torn by external judgments, and re-access that deeply immersive flow which springs from a solid, inner stability: "Just now, during LC's sharing, I also recalled (my junior high days).... I was just very focused on listening to the teacher's expression itself..... I noticed others didn't seem to be like me, and then I felt that back then it was actually a focused, immersed flow state, completely indifferent to scores and such. Recalling those scenes, I feel my heart back then could be so steady... Later, gradually it became less and less steady, don't know why I abandoned all that... later the influence from the environment or others' swaying became significant. Of course, I can't blame others entirely; I myself also swayed back and forth over trivial matters. Not knowing what to do, just making myself annoyed."
These interactions collectively wove a collaborative web of meaning-making: individual experiences were validated and amplified within the group, enabling participants to refine their understanding of self, others, and the world through mutual reflection. Ultimately, the self-practice of nasal breathing exercises, descriptive diary writing, and mandala drawing not only facilitated personal transformation but also cultivated a relational epistemology—a realization that our fundamental connection to the world and others is a given, varying only in our degree of awareness. By nurturing this inner sensibility, we come to perceive this woven web of relations from a new perspective; this awareness is the prerequisite for our ability to face the world and make choices, and it is also the foundation guiding the individual toward deeper integration with the whole.