title  homosexual
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2  to/t_uw  watch/w_aa1_ch  may/m_ey1  be/b_iy1  deadly/d_eh1_d_l_iy  there/dh_eh1_r  is/ih_z  no/n_ow1  judgment/jh_ah1_jh_m_ah_n_t  compulsion/k_ah_m_p_ah1_l_sh_ah_n  
3  and/ah_n_d  the/dh_ah  object/aa1_b_jh_eh_k_t  becomes/b_ih_k_ah1_m_z  ourselves/aw_er_s_eh1_l_v_z  that/dh_ae1_t  is/ih_z  the/dh_ah  terror/t_eh1_r_er  
4  we/w_iy  have/hh_ae1_v  simply/s_ih1_m_p_l_iy  ceased/s_iy1_s_t  are/aa_r  not/n_ax_t  dead/d_eh1_d  and/ah_n_d  have/hh_ae1_v  been/b_ih1_n  
5  and/ah_n_d  are/aa_r  only/ow1_n_l_iy  movement/m_uw1_v_m_ah_n_t  our/aw1_r  movement/m_uw1_v_m_ah_n_t  is/ih_z  relegated/r_eh1_l_ah_g_ey2_t_ah_d  
6  only/ow1_n_l_iy  thought/th_ao1_t  being/b_iy1_ih_ng  our/aw1_r  thought/th_ao1_t  being/b_iy1_ih_ng  are/aa_r  given/g_ih1_v_ah_n  
7  over/ow1_v_er  and/ah_n_d  pray/p_r_ey1  god/g_aa1_d  it/ih_t  be/b_iy1  simply/s_ih1_m_p_l_iy  given/g_ih1_v_ah_n  
8  so/s_ow1  at/ae_t  this/dh_ih1_s  man-s/m_ae1_n_z  ending/eh1_n_d_ih_ng  which/w_ih_ch  is/ih_z  all/ao1_l  a/ah  watching/w_aa1_ch_ih_ng  
9  let/l_eh1_t  us/ah1_s  disentangle/d_ih2_s_ah_n_t_ae1_ng_g_ah_l  the/dh_ah  disgust/d_ih2_s_g_ah1_s_t  and/ah_n_d  indifference/ih2_n_d_ih1_f_er_ah_n_s  
10  be/b_iy1  all/ao1_l  a/ah  thin/th_ih1_n  hurried/hh_er1_iy_d  magnanimity/m_aa_g_n_aa1_n_iy_eh1_m_ay1_t_iy1_y  
11  for/f_ao_r  that/dh_ae1_t  is/ih_z  movement/m_uw1_v_m_ah_n_t  our/aw1_r  movement/m_uw1_v_m_ah_n_t  let/l_eh1_t  us/ah1_s  study/s_t_ah1_d_iy  
12  popular/p_aa1_p_y_ah_l_er  magazines/m_ae1_g_ah_z_iy2_n_z  digests/d_ah_jh_eh1_s_t_s  psychoanalysts/s_ay1_k_ow_ae1_n_ah_l_ah_s_t_s  
13  for/f_ao_r  that/dh_ae1_t  is/ih_z  thought/th_ao1_t  being/b_iy1_ih_ng  our/aw1_r  thought/th_ao1_t  our/aw1_r  being/b_iy1_ih_ng  
14  
15  I/ay  shall/sh_ae_l  only/ow1_n_l_iy  watch/w_aa1_ch  he/hh_iy  is/ih_z  born/b_ao1_r_n  seized/s_iy1_z_d  by/b_ay  joy/jh_oy1  
16  I/ay  shall/sh_ae_l  not/n_ax_t  speak/s_p_iy1_k  of/ah_v  that/dh_ae1_t  joy/jh_oy1  seeing/s_iy1_ih_ng  it/ih_t  only/ow1_n_l_iy  
17  as/ae_z  the/dh_ah  lighted/l_ay1_t_ah_d  house/hh_aw1_s  the/dh_ah  security/s_ih_k_y_uh1_r_ah_t_iy  the/dh_ah  beginning/b_ih_g_ih1_n_ih_ng  
18  unselfconscious/nil  as/ae_z  the/dh_ah  loveliest/l_ah1_v_l_iy_eh_s_t  of/ah_v  flowers/f_l_aw1_er_z  
19  he/hh_iy  grows/g_r_ow1_z  and/ah_n_d  here/hh_ih1_r  we/w_iy  enter/eh1_n_t_er  the/dh_ah  house/hh_aw1_s  stands/s_t_ae1_n_d_z  yet/y_eh1_t  
20  but/b_ah1_t  the/dh_ah  joists/jh_oy1_s_t_s  winge/w_ih1_n_jh  under/ah1_n_d_er  our/aw1_r  footsteps/f_uh1_t_s_t_eh2_p_s  now/n_aw1  the/dh_ah  god/g_aa1_d  
21  the/dh_ah  beginning/b_ih_g_ih1_n_ih_ng  the/dh_ah  joy/jh_oy1  give/g_ih1_v  way/w_ey1  to/t_uw  boots/b_uw1_t_s  and/ah_n_d  footmarks/f_uh1_t_m_aa1_r_k_s  
22  pale/p_ey1_l  glass/g_l_ae1_s  faces/f_ey1_s_ah_z  contorted/k_ah_n_t_ao1_r_t_ah_d  in/ih1_n  hate/hh_ey1_t  or/ao_r  merriment/m_eh_r_iy1_m_ax_n_t  
23  embody/eh_m_b_aa1_d_iy  him/hh_ih1_m  and/ah_n_d  words/w_er1_d_z  and/ah_n_d  arbitrary/aa1_r_b_ah_t_r_eh2_r_iy  laws/l_ao1_z  
24  he/hh_iy  is/ih_z  embodied/eh_m_b_aa1_d_iy_d  he/hh_iy  weeps/w_iy1_p_s  and/ah_n_d  all/ao1_l  mankind/m_ae1_n_k_ay1_n_d  
25  which/w_ih_ch  is/ih_z  the/dh_ah  face/f_ey1_s  the/dh_ah  glass/g_l_ae1_s  even/iy1_v_ah_n  weeps/w_iy1_p_s  with/w_ih_dh  him/hh_ih1_m  
26  
27  the/dh_ah  first/f_er1_s_t  window/w_ih1_n_d_ow  broken/b_r_ow1_k_ah_n  something/s_ah1_m_th_ih_ng  nameless/n_ey1_m_l_ah_s  as/ae_z  yet/y_eh1_t  
28  resists/r_ah_z_ih1_s_t_s  embodiment/eh_m_b_aa1_d_iy_m_ah_n_t  something/s_ah1_m_th_ih_ng  the/dh_ah  perennial/p_er_eh1_n_iy_ah_l  rebel/r_eh1_b_ah_l  
29  will/w_ah_l  not/n_ax_t  rest/r_eh1_s_t  and/ah_n_d  this/dh_ih1_s  his/hh_ih_z  grandest/g_r_ae1_n_d_ah_s_t  element/eh1_l_ah_m_ah_n_t  
30  becomes/b_ih_k_ah1_m_z  his/hh_ih_z  terror/t_eh1_r_er  because/b_ih_k_ao1_z  of/ah_v  the/dh_ah  footsteps/f_uh1_t_s_t_eh2_p_s  us/ah1_s  
31  
32  I/ay  shall/sh_ae_l  not/n_ax_t  consider/k_ah_n_s_ih1_d_er  sin/s_ih1_n  beginning/b_ih_g_ih1_n_ih_ng  our/aw1_r  sin/s_ih1_n  
33  the/dh_ah  images/ih1_m_ah_jh_ah_z  furtive/f_er1_t_ih_v  actions/ae1_k_sh_ah_n_z  all/ao1_l  is/ih_z  a/ah  secret/s_iy1_k_r_ah_t  
34  but/b_ah1_t  to/t_uw  us/ah1_s  all/ao1_l  is/ih_z  known/n_ow1_n  as/ae_z  on/aa_n  the/dh_ah  day/d_ey1  of/ah_v  our/aw1_r  birth/b_er1_th  
35  he/hh_iy  will/w_ah_l  differ/d_ih1_f_er  must/m_ah1_s_t  differ/d_ih1_f_er  among/ah_m_ah1_ng  all/ao1_l  the/dh_ah  pale/p_ey1_l  glass/g_l_ae1_s  faces/f_ey1_s_ah_z  
36  the/dh_ah  single/s_ih1_ng_g_ah_l  face/f_ey1_s  contorted/k_ah_n_t_ao1_r_t_ah_d  in/ih1_n  hate/hh_ey1_t  or/ao_r  merriment/m_eh_r_iy1_m_ax_n_t  
37  
38  comes/k_ah1_m_z  the/dh_ah  day/d_ey1  when/w_eh_n  his/hh_ih_z  mother/m_ah1_dh_er  realizes/r_iy1_ah_l_ay2_z_ah_z  all/ao1_l  
39  few/f_y_uw1  questions/k_w_eh1_s_ch_ah_n_z  and/ah_n_d  a/ah  chaos/k_ey1_aa_s  of/ah_v  silence/s_ay1_l_ah_n_s  her/hh_er  thin/th_ih1_n  eyes/ay1_z  
40  are/aa_r  emptied/eh1_m_p_t_iy_d  doors/d_ao1_r_z  rattle/r_ae1_t_ah_l  in/ih1_n  the/dh_ah  house/hh_aw1_s  
41  foundations/f_aw_n_d_ey1_sh_ah_n_z  stagger/s_t_ae1_g_er  the/dh_ah  beginning/b_ih_g_ih1_n_ih_ng  becomes/b_ih_k_ah1_m_z  us/ah1_s  
42  and/ah_n_d  he/hh_iy  is/ih_z  mulcted/m_ah_l_k_t_er1_d  of/ah_v  words/w_er1_d_z  remain/r_ah_m_ey1_n  to/t_uw  him/hh_ih1_m  only/ow1_n_l_iy  
43  the/dh_ah  words/w_er1_d_z  of/ah_v  sin/s_ih1_n  escape/ah_s_k_ey1_p  which/w_ih_ch  is/ih_z  becoming/b_ih_k_ah1_m_ih_ng  all/ao1_l  of/ah_v  life/l_ay1_f  
44  easier/iy1_z_iy_er  the/dh_ah  talk/t_ao1_k  with/w_ih_dh  his/hh_ih_z  father/f_aa1_dh_er  rowdy/r_aw1_d_iy  brief/b_r_iy1_f  
45  thank/th_ae1_ng_k  god/g_aa1_d  and/ah_n_d  only/ow1_n_l_iy  the/dh_ah  language/l_ae1_ng_g_w_ah_jh  of/ah_v  the/dh_ah  gutter/g_ah1_t_er  
46  he/hh_iy  watches/w_aa1_ch_ah_z  the/dh_ah  moth/m_ao1_th  pondering/p_aa1_n_d_er_ih_ng  the/dh_ah  gaslight/g_ae1_s_l_ay_t  love-death/l_ah1_v-d_eh1_th  
47  offers/ao1_f_er_z  a/ah  wager/w_ey1_jh_er  as/ae_z  to/t_uw  her/hh_er  love/l_ah1_v  or/ao_r  death/d_eh1_th  or/ao_r  both/b_ow1_th  
48  his/hh_ih_z  father/f_aa1_dh_er  stops/s_t_aa1_p_s  speaking/s_p_iy1_k_ih_ng  fingers/f_ih1_ng_g_er_z  some/s_ah1_m  papers/p_ey1_p_er_z  on/aa_n  the/dh_ah  desk/d_eh1_s_k  
49  
50  and/ah_n_d  now/n_aw1  he/hh_iy  is/ih_z  here/hh_ih1_r  we/w_iy  had/hh_ae1_d  him/hh_ih1_m  conveyed/k_ah_n_v_ey1_d  to/t_uw  this/dh_ih1_s  place/p_l_ey1_s  
51  because/b_ih_k_ao1_z  our/aw1_r  pale/p_ey1_l  glass/g_l_ae1_s  faces/f_ey1_s_ah_z  contorted/k_ah_n_t_ao1_r_t_ah_d  in/ih1_n  hate/hh_ey1_t  or/ao_r  merriment/m_eh_r_iy1_m_ax_n_t  
52  left/l_eh1_f_t  only/ow1_n_l_iy  sin/s_ih1_n  as/ae_z  flesh/f_l_eh1_sh  the/dh_ah  concrete/k_ah_n_k_r_iy1_t  the/dh_ah  demanded/d_ih2_m_ae1_n_d_ah_d  
53  he/hh_iy  does/d_ah1_z  not/n_ax_t  speak/s_p_iy1_k  or/ao_r  hear/hh_ih1_r  perhaps/p_er_hh_ae1_p_s  the/dh_ah  pox/p_aa1_k_s  
54  but/b_ah1_t  all/ao1_l  his/hh_ih_z  compatriots/k_ah_m_p_ey1_t_r_iy_ah_t_s  in/ih1_n  sin/s_ih1_n  or/ao_r  in/ih1_n  other/ah1_dh_er  illness/ih1_l_n_ah_s  
55  are/aa_r  flesh/f_l_eh1_sh  the/dh_ah  demanded/d_ih2_m_ae1_n_d_ah_d  silent/s_ay1_l_ah_n_t  watching/w_aa1_ch_ih_ng  not/n_ax_t  hearing/hh_ih1_r_ih_ng  
56  it/ih_t  is/ih_z  all/ao1_l  he/hh_iy  ever/eh1_v_er  sought/s_ao1_t  again/ah_g_eh1_n  I/ay  am/ae_m  tempted/t_eh1_m_p_t_ah_d  with/w_ih_dh  the/dh_ah  great/g_r_ey1_t  
57  to/t_uw  see/s_iy1  in/ih1_n  ugliness/ah1_g_l_iy_n_ah_s  and/ah_n_d  agony/ae1_g_ah_n_iy  a/ah  way/w_ey1  to/t_uw  god/g_aa1_d  
58  worse/w_er1_s  I/ay  am/ae_m  tempted/t_eh1_m_p_t_ah_d  to/t_uw  say/s_ey1  he/hh_iy  has/hh_ah_z  found/f_aw1_n_d  god/g_aa1_d  
59  because/b_ih_k_ao1_z  we/w_iy  cannot/k_ae1_n_aa_t  contort/k_ah_n_t_ao1_r_t  our/aw1_r  faces/f_ey1_s_ah_z  in/ih1_n  merriment/m_eh_r_iy1_m_ax_n_t  
60  and/ah_n_d  we/w_iy  are/aa_r  one/w_ah_n  of/ah_v  the/dh_ah  twelve/t_w_eh1_l_v  tribes/t_r_ay1_b_z  he/hh_iy  our/aw1_r  king/k_ih1_ng  
61  he/hh_iy  has/hh_ah_z  dictated/d_ih1_k_t_ey2_t_ah_d  silence/s_ay1_l_ah_n_s  a/ah  kind/k_ay1_n_d  of/ah_v  peace/p_iy1_s  
62  to/t_uw  all/ao1_l  within/w_ah_dh_ih1_n  these/dh_iy1_z  four/f_ao_r  unambiguous/ah2_n_ae_m_b_ih1_g_y_ah_w_ah_s  walls/w_ao1_l_z  
63  almost/ao1_l_m_ow2_s_t  I/ay  can/k_ah_n  say/s_ey1  with/w_ih_dh  no/n_ow1  answering/ae1_n_s_er_ih_ng  scuffle/s_k_ah1_f_ah_l  of/ah_v  rejection/r_ih_jh_eh1_k_sh_ah_n  
64  he/hh_iy  is/ih_z  loving/l_ah1_v_ih_ng  us/ah1_s  now/n_aw1  he/hh_iy  is/ih_z  loving/l_ah1_v_ih_ng  all/ao1_l  


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